wad's the difference b/w a commander and a man.
have you ever thought of that?
or is there even much of a difference b/w the two?
yes, i agreee
the pay is different.
the responsibilities are different.
but in the army,
the ultimate difference that divides the two is just
the tick that u put in the box during bmt.
(*sidetrack alittle* which also means its easy to think how a man wld think)

let's face it.
commanders are no superhumans.
commanders are no gps systems.
commanders are no siao-on freaks.
commanders are no perfect creatures.
commanders are just people.
yes people like you and me.
and yes,
surprisingly,
we do fail.

i just so hate it when people expect us to be such
infallable-superduper-prideless-creatures,
who are nothing much but just
something to play ard with,
someone to boss ard with.
STOP scolding us.
STOP threatening us..
mister regulars.
cos unlike u guys,
we are just normal humans.
we are here not because we want to,
but because we were not given a choice to.
and REMEMBER,
u were once us too.

having said that, however,
i must stress that i'm not saying that now, we can avoid it,
and take up a start-slacking mentality.
since ultimately, it was indeed part of our decision.
neither am i saying that we should just sob and cry
because of the choices we make.
but we should still try our best.
and hopefully
be appreciated.

respect, reputation, pride, trust, belief
are big words thrown around.
and it certainly means alot to me.
in a matter of 3 mths (or actually 1 mth if u were to count it right)
we noobs are gonna take over the whole company,
and lead the old men.
i know i dun wanna fuck up the first mission,
cos the first mission w the men is the one
that leaves the deepest impression in them.
i dunno when that time will come,
but i know it will.
so before that time comes, and everybody screws things big time,
i guess its time for me
to put on my gears and try and learn to be the
infallable-superduper-gpsinbuilted system
that everyone of us were expected to have.

goodluck!