my life's pretty f-uped nw..
i'm jobless.

i desperately want a job.
anyjob.
any job u hear me!

when the opportunites are plenty,
i rejected them.
when the opportunities fade away,
i can no longer find them anymore.
no matter how hard u try.

its really quite sad,
to see dream bubbles start bursting.
leaving nothing but a pool of mess below.
quite frustrating too, actually.

All the zoo stuff,
the hotel fantasy,
the casino dream,
and the stat-board goal.

are like roadblocks.
they have become a deterrent.
they have caused damage.
life's pretty unfair.