Helpless.

I lost 2 of my very, very close friends last week.

But I'm glad that i made more over at the other side.
one event links to another.
and i guess God has it all planned out.

First he brought me people to integrate with into the system,
sieves out the best few for me,
and slowly, one by one removes them from my life.
After a certain period of time,
he re-adds new people into the system.
repeating the whole process,
and watch me once again, live in agony.

it's a tiring process,
don't you think so?