dislike.
distrust.
detest.
hatred.
forgive.
forget.
_

"The question asks... "How far do magazines and television programmes aimed at young people in Singapore have a positive effect?" My silly puppies have all answered the question as
"How far magazines and television programmes have a positive effect on young people in Singapore?"And let me just say, the simple rearranging of a few words and the careless ignoring of just one word has made my life a great misery and is causing me great resentment that I have to stay home and look through all these wrong answers while everyone else gets to go out and play.I have half a mind to get these kids to rewrite the essays... " adapted from a blog.

O SHIT.

Retribution

30th september 2006.
i saw this brown thing.
it is small.
it is thin.
it was dead.

worse still, it ain't any normal lizard look-a-like.
it seemd to have died a terrible death.
it was squashed. somehow.
worse still, i only could only recognise its two front legs.
(to reduce the drama in case u guys end up puking, i decided to draw it out instead.)
There.
it wasnt me who squashed it. but i din't know who either.
we tried many ways to pick up that dead lizard- paper, papers, envelopes.
den.. den.. i tot of the vacuum cleaner.





1st October 2006.
Marche.
the super lucky me, had the honour of tasting a
"wonderful" concoction personally made by two smart alek,
who 'innocently" mixed a few of the shop's
most cheapest, and most disgusting ingredients that they could possibly find,
to a small miserable piece of potato wedge.

the result-
a yellow..
no brown.
NONO! green. nvm.
a small potato wedge covered with a colourful pool (literally) of sauce.
yucks!
not too hot,
not too tasty.
just plain disgusting.



they say retribution is true.
now i see why.
i'm sorry lizard.
i'm sorry luckyong... ok maybe i shldnt be. heheheee~

once again, the exams are over.
and i have a bad feeling about it.
(considering that the previous time i din had a bad feeling, i had 4 e's)
so erm.
that's bad.




well...
at least i have made Prelims'06 an unforgettable experience for me..

progress report: terrible.




after so looooong,
i feel tt i'm not ready.
this is bad. BAD!!





hai. if only exams come with answer sheets......

16 days,
133chpts,
3 stoopid PE,
close to 9 chpts per day,

9 examination days..




let the battle begin.

i shall attempt to bring the minds of two lost souls who, are too into the "trivialties of life",
back to the reality of the world.
First, i must stress that this is juz a mere thought that i have,
and cannot be used as a representation of the guys at large.

ok. my english not that gd, so i shant bother to think of a gd way to express this entry.
yup. no doubt guys shld take up the initiative to help when in need.
yup. no doubt guys are supposed to uphold the "glorious" title bestowed upon them - gentleman.
yup. no doubt guys shld shoulder the blame of not being able to achieve the standards put forth by this very title.

but dun u think tt getting pissed over this is a little ermmm.
or what the layman person would say: blowing a storm in a teacup?
it's not a matter of gender equality or what's not.
given that all the guys were in the front row that very day, we would definitely offer to help.

i mean really.
it's our fault that we din even bother to kare abt lokey or worse still not initiating to get an ohp.
it's our fault that we din even noticed tt the ohp was being dragged over.
but it's not that we i did not want to help.
we i just didnt know it would cause so much misery, and be of such a big burden.
and i am not trying to runn away from the "big" problem here,
but i simply dint know (and notice too).


well if u asked for help, we certainly would..
not initiating to get ohp = ungentlemanly?

i will still do it.
cos at least i can proudly say to myself,
i've tried..

before you talk, think. before you quit, try...

imagine. all these nations under one rule..

cross-referencing...
http://www.thelibertyclub.net/user/don/911.htm
http://www.rense.com/general70/demol.htm
http://www.fromthewilderness.com/free/ww3/02_11_02_lucy.html
http://www.patriotsaints.com/News/911/Conspiracy/Bush/index.html
http://www.ilaam.net/Sept11/ConspiracyTheory2.html
http://www.public-action.com/911/robotplane.html

ok. and the "real story"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/September_11,_2001_attacks
blahblahblahhh...

ahhhh. i feel so stressed.
nothing i study can stay inside my brain.
sth is reall wrong.
gosh.
i tink i'm not made to study.

k. i just thought of my future ambition.
like psychaitrist who become teachers,
and teachers who become scriptwriters,
i have found my new ambition at last.
(please do not assume that i have given up on the previous one tt i had.
it would happen concurrently)

i want to be someone who brings hope to mankind.
i wanna be someone who can indulge in the true essence life
w/o needing to endure much hardship.
i wanna be someone who can right the wrongs of others, and
liberate sufferings from the face of the earth (sounds cheem rite_)
i wanna be what i am made to be.

i am going to make the whole world unite as one.
i am going to convert presidents into managers,
continent heads into directors,
countries into desks,
continents into departments.
and up there, will be me.

i will be hiring presidents,
and unifying currencies.
i will not directly disturb how the managers arrange the items on their desks,
but i will be monitering them.
haha.
imagine how great would that be..
if one day,
we are able to sack Bush...


Disclaimer: this is just a little thought going through the mind of a 18 year old child, who tries his very best to help save the earth from its dying moments. My world, my home.

The world is in great chaos.
Israel Vs Hizbollah.
Taiwan Vs China.
Japan Vs South Korea and China.
Mahathir Vs Badawi
Thaksin Vs _________.
North Korea and her missles.
Iran and her uranium "enrichment".
Jihads in Indonesia ready for "holy WAR".
US Vs the rest of the world.
Battle of the fittest?

hai. so childish.

biology. exclusively for the rich.

quantity can never be equal to quality.

the PURPOSE of help..

after 20 months of hardwork,
and 2 weeks of worrying,
i can finally closed the last chapter of the diary.
at last,
i went for the final interview
tt will determine the fate of those 20 months.



well, i can say that the interview was quite successful,
and yar.
i am happy.
at last.....

11.15am. *Hi. ... I have talked to his physics tutor too, and both of us feel that he has not put in enough effort in his work...*
3.05pm. * Yar. His effort for the last 2 terms were raather inconsistent, and so it was rateher tough for him to consolidate for each subject effectively..*

WHAT THE FU*K!
here i am trying my very best,
and to think u are there complaining abt me.
dammit.
AAAHHHHHHHHHH.
who do u think u are huh?!
i mean like WHAT THE HELL lah.
Krap with all the prejudice.
Get rid of ur bias attitude, and OPEN UR GODD DAM EYES.
I know tht u are gd in teaching.
but so what?

*cools down*
kay.
maybe its beyond my capacity to learn so much.
maybe i shd haf juz opt to drop one sub last yr.
maybe i'm just plain stupid..

(Wq. i DESPERATELY want to buy a little man like urs!)
*the teacher who sent the above sms to my mum shall remain anonymous in this entry*

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...
Received my results today.
k nt all. but most of them le.
all 3 sciences all fluctuating ard 40...
Really disappointed.
i mean its like, i studieed really hard lah.
and truthfully speaking, i dun tink the paper is hard (apart frm physics).
but still...
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

"i tried my best, BUT ALL WAS IN VAIN..."

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!