after missing 3 interviews.
after rejecting 18 phone calls.
after receiving an email from them to wish me good lck for my future endeavour.
engineering science is back to haunt me again.
i guess they really wanted to see me.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
ohsee: what are u guys doing?
us: telting maps for nxt wk outfield and 4ntm.
ohsee: see la. u guys always do things the last minute, come to last minute then chiong. after bookout timing den 'll do things much faster. so what time are u guys intendig to book out? dun book out so late.
us: (we just kept quiet)
[we hve been doing things non-stop for thepast few days, and here comes these comments.. sometimes i dun really know if the company i'm fighting with, is really worth fighting for.]
us: telting maps for nxt wk outfield and 4ntm.
ohsee: see la. u guys always do things the last minute, come to last minute then chiong. after bookout timing den 'll do things much faster. so what time are u guys intendig to book out? dun book out so late.
us: (we just kept quiet)
[we hve been doing things non-stop for thepast few days, and here comes these comments.. sometimes i dun really know if the company i'm fighting with, is really worth fighting for.]
sometimes i just hate it when people ask me,
why i dun let my men do it.
it's cos i know,
that they ain't resting too.
purlease.
we are no longer the almighty 64.
we aren't the company minus that u once said we were.
we are just the barely making it 33.
the leftovers. the unfortunate 33,
who are hesistating to down,
not because we carn.
but because we dun wan.
we dun wan to leave behind the burden to the remaining few.
sometimes it really disgusts me to hear ppl pursuading others to go for it.
or people who are really perfectly fine,
saying that they downed because they were suffering.
hey!u oh-so-fit-souls.
think about the ppl left behind.
dun be so selfish.
purlease.
why i dun let my men do it.
it's cos i know,
that they ain't resting too.
purlease.
we are no longer the almighty 64.
we aren't the company minus that u once said we were.
we are just the barely making it 33.
the leftovers. the unfortunate 33,
who are hesistating to down,
not because we carn.
but because we dun wan.
we dun wan to leave behind the burden to the remaining few.
sometimes it really disgusts me to hear ppl pursuading others to go for it.
or people who are really perfectly fine,
saying that they downed because they were suffering.
hey!u oh-so-fit-souls.
think about the ppl left behind.
dun be so selfish.
purlease.
Monday, May 19, 2008
commanders have a very important role to play.
specs especially.
no matter how small it may ever seem,
please dun give up,
and please dun neglect it.
cos whatever decision you make,
or whatever detail you just happen to overlook,
comes with a price to pay.
this outfield experience was a really traumatic one,
i shant say what's it about,
but one thing's for sure,
its never going to leave my mind for a long long time..
i've just stepped into a path that i've never seen before,
a whole new world that i would never ever want to visit again.
just remember.
life's important.
please dun play with it.
specs especially.
no matter how small it may ever seem,
please dun give up,
and please dun neglect it.
cos whatever decision you make,
or whatever detail you just happen to overlook,
comes with a price to pay.
this outfield experience was a really traumatic one,
i shant say what's it about,
but one thing's for sure,
its never going to leave my mind for a long long time..
i've just stepped into a path that i've never seen before,
a whole new world that i would never ever want to visit again.
just remember.
life's important.
please dun play with it.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
The Square Root of 3
I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
A three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed.
I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
A three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed.
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Saturday, May 03, 2008
today the engineering science guy called again.
050308/ 0945.
He: Hello, can i speak to Willy.
Me: Yes, speaking.
He: Aren't u supposed to be at the interview?
Me: o ya. Sorry i overslept. (what a really bad excuse)
He: okk. looks like i have to arrange another interview for u.
Me: ok.
He puts down phone. 1minute later, the phone rings again.
and i juz let it ring..
+ i just realised i lost my passion for the esp alr.
050308/ 0945.
He: Hello, can i speak to Willy.
Me: Yes, speaking.
He: Aren't u supposed to be at the interview?
Me: o ya. Sorry i overslept. (what a really bad excuse)
He: okk. looks like i have to arrange another interview for u.
Me: ok.
He puts down phone. 1minute later, the phone rings again.
and i juz let it ring..
+ i just realised i lost my passion for the esp alr.
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