my life's pretty f-uped nw..
i'm jobless.
i desperately want a job.
anyjob.
any job u hear me!
when the opportunites are plenty,
i rejected them.
when the opportunities fade away,
i can no longer find them anymore.
no matter how hard u try.
its really quite sad,
to see dream bubbles start bursting.
leaving nothing but a pool of mess below.
quite frustrating too, actually.
All the zoo stuff,
the hotel fantasy,
the casino dream,
and the stat-board goal.
are like roadblocks.
they have become a deterrent.
they have caused damage.
life's pretty unfair.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I realise life's pretty funny.
when you first meet someone,
you probably would see everyone very biased-ly.
the slightly chio-er would seem very chio.
the slightly ugli-er would seem very ugly.
the slightly more open, would seem very open.
the slightly quieter, would seem very quiet.
as you progress slowly,
your mind starts to tell you things slightly differently.
your impression of people start to change.
and this change can be a little more shocking than u cld imagine.
people who were "once" chio, might not be perfect.
people who were "once" ugly, might not be that bad after-all.
people who were "once" open, might not be able to last long..
people who were "once" quiet, might have a different. a totally different life that you didn't know.
Gradually,
perspective of people start to change.
people are no longer the ones that u once thot they were.
you start to classify people.
Good People, bad people.
Close friends, moderately ok friends, distant friends, best-to-not-meet friends.
most often start off first in the category,
then slowly slips the way down the line.
then of cos there are those stucked on top too.
bt those are few.
slowly as time starts to pass,
memories fade.
contacts increase,
but conversation decreases.
decreases.
silents.
den one fine day,
when u look back at these memories.
on how close a friend u once were,
you suddenly start to realise that the
line u once drew start to fade away.
you no longer see that person as a chio-ugly-open-quiet person.
He is now a friend.
a long-lost friend.
when you first meet someone,
you probably would see everyone very biased-ly.
the slightly chio-er would seem very chio.
the slightly ugli-er would seem very ugly.
the slightly more open, would seem very open.
the slightly quieter, would seem very quiet.
as you progress slowly,
your mind starts to tell you things slightly differently.
your impression of people start to change.
and this change can be a little more shocking than u cld imagine.
people who were "once" chio, might not be perfect.
people who were "once" ugly, might not be that bad after-all.
people who were "once" open, might not be able to last long..
people who were "once" quiet, might have a different. a totally different life that you didn't know.
Gradually,
perspective of people start to change.
people are no longer the ones that u once thot they were.
you start to classify people.
Good People, bad people.
Close friends, moderately ok friends, distant friends, best-to-not-meet friends.
most often start off first in the category,
then slowly slips the way down the line.
then of cos there are those stucked on top too.
bt those are few.
slowly as time starts to pass,
memories fade.
contacts increase,
but conversation decreases.
decreases.
silents.
den one fine day,
when u look back at these memories.
on how close a friend u once were,
you suddenly start to realise that the
line u once drew start to fade away.
you no longer see that person as a chio-ugly-open-quiet person.
He is now a friend.
a long-lost friend.
Friday, December 12, 2008
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