A step back

if things were to turn out ths way,
I rather turn my back away.

Breathe.

breathe.

art-mod

Haven't had the time to blog much.
but i've just cleared my art mod.
quite satisfied with it.

Watch out for the photos! =)

Spate of Cheer ups.

Weilee suddenly spotted a spate of cheerup messages.

Saw this comment on my friend's blog.
by beholder. not too sure who it is.
but found it quite inspirational.

"
I don’t think we can forget the people we love, and experience what some people call closure. We can come to terms with it, but not turn numb. There’s no reason or rhyme but emotion, pure, simple, human emotion. Sadness is unpleasant, but isn’t wrong. Scissoring the past, censoring what we hold dear and blocking out the truth is an understandable reaction, but a step backwards."

owells.
i guess that sums it all.

Helpless.

I lost 2 of my very, very close friends last week.

But I'm glad that i made more over at the other side.
one event links to another.
and i guess God has it all planned out.

First he brought me people to integrate with into the system,
sieves out the best few for me,
and slowly, one by one removes them from my life.
After a certain period of time,
he re-adds new people into the system.
repeating the whole process,
and watch me once again, live in agony.

it's a tiring process,
don't you think so?

I feel terrible.


you're right.
things are no longer the same.
we're drifters.

holding on to the rope,
just seems so torturous.
i wanna let go.

but i just can't bring myself to it.

i can't hold it in.
wanna scream it out loud.
but i can't.
cos some things are just not meant to be.

jtb.
willy.
jtb.